Dark it Matters

I hear these indefinable high tones, a high pitch, so my brain feels like passing out. I try to feel my body instead, it is not possible. I feel the vibration of these sharp sounds, only in my head. Trying to accept, to let go, I move on. There is no space definable. However, structures start to appear instead. Building their own world around me. I can zoom in and out, being detached from physical laws. But I don’t feel light.

Shhhhhtg

Zzzzztk, Shhhh

Shhhhhtg

Shhh

This texture

It is dark, maybe black

It is so uneven, so high and so low

On every peak a shiver

So softly it speaks

It whispers, it calls me by my name

In a free fall 

I am losing any sense of dimension

Though I feel my size towards it

Dark it Matters, 2021, “Encountering the Other- Imagine the Brain, Imagine Human”, Group exhibition, Museum Dr. Guislain, Gent, Belgium